I've been playing around with a new webpage and after a few days got it launched and working. It's what I'll be using for now as it just seems to better suit my needs at the moment. Please check it out.
The photo and video pages are username and password protected. I don't want to deter followers, but at the same time I like the feeling of having some control over who sees our little man in action. So, I have included an "email" page with a form that can be filled out if you wish to gain access to these sites. Please do!
The new site: www.nicholsoncubed.com
Monday, November 7, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Wild Child
P has been practicing his jump stops lately. He will jump a few times and then keep his legs straight and come to a quick stop. I find it amusing to watch. He certainly isn't timid when it comes to bouncing. He goes full throttle like this whenever he is awake...you would think he would crash hard at night...
P already likes to play rough. Today in his crib he decided to arch his back and lift his little arms as high as he could reach in an attempt to pull down on the animals on his mobile. The next minute he was grabbing at the bumpers and a short while later was attacking the sound machine. It is hard to hold on to him because he just wants to go. He is bound and determined to get moving. I can't believe this kid is only 3 months. How quickly one learns! When he does get his wheels I will need to be on high alert.
He also loves to use his voice. When playing with his dad the house is seldom quiet. I'm sure he can't wait to yell with Grandpa in the entrance and listen to the echoes. Grandpa will be in his glory with the vocals on this little guy.
P already likes to play rough. Today in his crib he decided to arch his back and lift his little arms as high as he could reach in an attempt to pull down on the animals on his mobile. The next minute he was grabbing at the bumpers and a short while later was attacking the sound machine. It is hard to hold on to him because he just wants to go. He is bound and determined to get moving. I can't believe this kid is only 3 months. How quickly one learns! When he does get his wheels I will need to be on high alert.
He also loves to use his voice. When playing with his dad the house is seldom quiet. I'm sure he can't wait to yell with Grandpa in the entrance and listen to the echoes. Grandpa will be in his glory with the vocals on this little guy.
This weekend we are going on our first getaway with the family. A trip to Grand Forks is in the plans. I'm certain the ride will be somewhat of a nightmare, but remain optimistic that eventually he will fall asleep. This is our first trip outside a 50 km radius. It's probably a good thing we are taking along some support...Grandma wakes up at about the same time as P, so maybe we can have a few extra minutes of sleep. Callie will also be a source of entertainment for all of us. It will be awesome family time, and I can't think of a better way to spend my dad's birthday weekend.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
And in the morning...I'm makin' waffles!
He must think we are crazy! P experienced his first Halloween yesterday and I'm sure he's still trying to figure out why his parents decided to dress him as some crazy looking creature. What must be even more mind boggling is that his already wacky folks took on a whole new appearance. P's first Halloween was obviously more about fun for his parents. All three of us got suited up and made appearances at a few select locations. All things considered P did awesome and was a trooper. After a trip out to the farm he needed a little recharge, but then stayed tough for the final two destinations. Our little donkey was a treat to share...and the treats he gathered are being enjoyed by his mom and dad!
Things have been a little tiring around here as of late. P has developed a dislike for sleep. He has definitely regressed, which makes the nights a little longer. We had a stretch where he seemed accepting of the fact that he had to nap...that too has been lost. He physically fights and screams during those dreaded times. When he wakes up he's such a happy boy with huge smiles...hopefully one day he will realize that it is the sleep that makes him feel this good. We are all hanging in there, and although his energy level seems unaffected, his mom has moments where she struggles to keep up! I'm hoping it's just a phase that will pass shortly.
The little guy is going to be busy. You can see it in his eyes that he's often thinking about his next move and how he's going to accomplish it. He is using his hands to manipulate the world around him. He likes the things he sees his mom and dad using, such as our phones, the keyboard, the washer and dryer knobs and buttons, and food containers. These are always much more interesting than the toys that surround him.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
3 Month Photos
It's nice to have someone in the family who is awesome at taking pictures. Yesterday Vera came down to take a few 3 month shots of P. He was a well rested, happy, relaxed boy who went along with anything and everything. I love how each picture captures a different expression. He has so many looks about him.
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| Playful, Curious and Looking for Trouble! Time to hit the books big guy! |
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| Serious! |
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| Deep in Thought! |
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| Relaxed and Cuddling! |
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| Exploring! |
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Crazy Boy
P turns 3 months and gets a little bit crazy. I find it hard keeping up with him now, and he isn't yet able to move around on his own. I do love his energy. He spent the day rolling (he can make it from his back to his tummy on his own now), jumping, and doing whatever he could to avoid sleep. In fact I thought I had him sound asleep and down for a nap. 30 minutes later I check on him and he's wide awake, smiling, and kicking in the crib. He doesn't make a peep just gets to playing. What a funny kid.
Sometimes P gets angry when we go out, and today was one of those days. I'm pretty sure people must think he's a bitter little boy, when really he is generally happy and full of smiles and laughs. That's why it's important we catch moments like these on video. Proof for all those non-believers!!
P - I love it that you love being home with your mom and dad. You are awesome! Keep jumping big guy. (Maybe you'll tire yourself out!!)
Monday, October 17, 2011
3 Months
This week our little guy is three months. He continues to grow and change in what seems to be a blink of an eye. At the beginning he was keeping right on pace with his dad's size when he was a baby, but now P has taken the lead and developed quite a margin. I'm guessing this growing will slow down...eventually. I am happy he occasionally tolerates being rocked instead of bounced. It's a little easier on this mom's upper body. It also allows for me to better breathe in that addicting baby head smell. I love it.
Grunting is one of P's newest hobbies. He stiffens up his whole body and lets out a not so cute growl. It's his way of telling us he's bored. At least I think. I'm still trying to decipher his sounds, noises, and body language. When he's sleepy he lets out these guttural moans that sound just like his dad when he is sick. Sometimes he continues this for at least 20 minutes before letting himself drift off. He has also found a new love for his mobile. He will lay in his crib smiling at the animals that are swinging and spinning above him. He is especially drawn to the monkey. I love that he plays in his crib. He enjoys his own space, and I think this is important as we begin trying to get him to fall asleep on his own.
P continues to sleep well at night. Lately he's been falling asleep while eating between 7 and 8, and goes down without any further effort (except the nights his dad is gone for hockey...of course). He wakes up around 3 to eat, and then goes back into his crib without any fuss. He will wake up a couple of hours later, and it's often not to eat, but rather to cuddle in bed. This is where he sleeps till he is ready to begin the day. There is something special about those moments where the house is silent, and I can look down and see such a beautiful baby peacefully snuggled in beside me.
I think that daddy is going to get his wish in that his boy will enjoy wrestling with him in the basement. P is tough and strong. He loves using his legs and often tries to accomplish more than he should. Lately his focus has been to try to pull himself into a sitting position when he is reclined. He is working on those abs. He is also close to rolling over.
Alright - I wrote the first four paragraphs of this post before I took P for his teaching debut. He is the Seeds of Empathy baby at the daycare and today was his first day as the teacher. He did great and as a mother I will brag! The program is designed to teach kids empathy, and P gets to be the teacher at the daycare, West Park, and Parkside. He loved looking at all the little kids today and was a bit of a showoff! I layed him on his back so the kids could measure how many blocks tall he was...well he then decides to roll from his back to his side. It was awesome! So I guess what I said in the previous paragraph was true...I just didn't realize he would do it in the next hour! Way to go big guy! You made your mom proud...and I love that you are the cutest little teacher ever.
We didn't have a seat for Peyton around the house, so this is what I used last night!
Grunting is one of P's newest hobbies. He stiffens up his whole body and lets out a not so cute growl. It's his way of telling us he's bored. At least I think. I'm still trying to decipher his sounds, noises, and body language. When he's sleepy he lets out these guttural moans that sound just like his dad when he is sick. Sometimes he continues this for at least 20 minutes before letting himself drift off. He has also found a new love for his mobile. He will lay in his crib smiling at the animals that are swinging and spinning above him. He is especially drawn to the monkey. I love that he plays in his crib. He enjoys his own space, and I think this is important as we begin trying to get him to fall asleep on his own.
P continues to sleep well at night. Lately he's been falling asleep while eating between 7 and 8, and goes down without any further effort (except the nights his dad is gone for hockey...of course). He wakes up around 3 to eat, and then goes back into his crib without any fuss. He will wake up a couple of hours later, and it's often not to eat, but rather to cuddle in bed. This is where he sleeps till he is ready to begin the day. There is something special about those moments where the house is silent, and I can look down and see such a beautiful baby peacefully snuggled in beside me.
I think that daddy is going to get his wish in that his boy will enjoy wrestling with him in the basement. P is tough and strong. He loves using his legs and often tries to accomplish more than he should. Lately his focus has been to try to pull himself into a sitting position when he is reclined. He is working on those abs. He is also close to rolling over.
Alright - I wrote the first four paragraphs of this post before I took P for his teaching debut. He is the Seeds of Empathy baby at the daycare and today was his first day as the teacher. He did great and as a mother I will brag! The program is designed to teach kids empathy, and P gets to be the teacher at the daycare, West Park, and Parkside. He loved looking at all the little kids today and was a bit of a showoff! I layed him on his back so the kids could measure how many blocks tall he was...well he then decides to roll from his back to his side. It was awesome! So I guess what I said in the previous paragraph was true...I just didn't realize he would do it in the next hour! Way to go big guy! You made your mom proud...and I love that you are the cutest little teacher ever.
We didn't have a seat for Peyton around the house, so this is what I used last night!
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| P can't wait for movie nights and popcorn! |
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Thankful
I am thankful that it is a long weekend as it means Peyton and I get one more day with daddy. Someone extra to share our laughs and smiles with always makes the days more enjoyable. An extra set of hands to help out when things are difficult is appreciated. Since not all weekends are long weekends we have to make sure we take advantage of the few that we are given.
I am thankful for a healthy big boy who continues to grow and surprise us every day. I have those proud moments when Peyton accomplishes something that only I, as a mom, would find captivating. Yesterday I put on my necklace for the first time since our trip to the Dominican. On this necklace is a tiny pendant of my birthstone. Nothing big and flashy as that is not my style. In the evening P was sitting contently on my lap when he quickly took note of the necklace. He worked so hard to get his little hands and fingers in the perfect position to grab the pendant. Now I have noticed that he is prone to grab everything around, like the neck of my shirt or back of my arm, but more often than not this seems like coincidence. Yesterday the look on the little man's face, and the simple fact that he took note of something so tiny, made me overflow with happiness. I can only hope this determination and persistence continues to grow along with him.
I am thankful for all the time I get to spend with P. When I put him to sleep he often stares deep in my eyes and clutches my hands which makes me feel amazing. It certainly helps me forget about how heavy he is becoming in my arms. Not to mention long. He spills over the sides and I rarely lay him in the crib without hooking his feet on the rails.
I am thankful that P is starting to enjoy exploring new territory. Though car rides still aren't enjoyable he has moments where he seems relaxed and content. When we go somewhere new he has a look of excitement on his face.
I am thankful P is his own little man. He isn't a fan of some of those typical baby things. He doesn't like drinking from a bottle. He zips his lips shut when a soother comes anywhere near his mouth as he prefers sucking on his own hands. He also isn't a huge fan of walks in the stroller. This is the only one that bothers me a little. I'd love to have the chance to take him for walks so he could enjoy the sunshine and nature around him. This would also help me fulfil my need to get a little activity in during the day! I have a feeling with time and persistence he will come around.
I am thankful for Sean as he is a wonderful daddy who is completely invested in this new role. He is eager to change any dirty diapers, seeks time to bond with his little boy, and is always looking for ways to help out. He definitely puts his family first and shows this through his words and actions.
I am thankful for my family. My parents are the first ones to help out with whatever is needed. During the days when I couldn't get P to stop crying my mom was the first one at the door to lend a hand. She continues to help out by watching P so I can get out and help with soccer. My dad's love for P can be summed up by reading the text he send me last sunday: "Is the little kneeper sleeping would like to come down and hold him." When I didn't respond my mom said he continued to tell her that he was coming to see him and hold him and didn't care if he cried. I love that about my dad!
I am thankful that P has such a cute older cousin to look up to and play with (when he gets a little older). Watching C interact with the little guy is precious. She rubs his back to try and sooth him, is eager to hold his bottle, and shares that innocent smile with him. Can't wait to see how things evolve as they grow up!
We are going to enjoy today as a family. We have been blessed with each other and this is time to cherish.
I am thankful for a healthy big boy who continues to grow and surprise us every day. I have those proud moments when Peyton accomplishes something that only I, as a mom, would find captivating. Yesterday I put on my necklace for the first time since our trip to the Dominican. On this necklace is a tiny pendant of my birthstone. Nothing big and flashy as that is not my style. In the evening P was sitting contently on my lap when he quickly took note of the necklace. He worked so hard to get his little hands and fingers in the perfect position to grab the pendant. Now I have noticed that he is prone to grab everything around, like the neck of my shirt or back of my arm, but more often than not this seems like coincidence. Yesterday the look on the little man's face, and the simple fact that he took note of something so tiny, made me overflow with happiness. I can only hope this determination and persistence continues to grow along with him.
I am thankful for all the time I get to spend with P. When I put him to sleep he often stares deep in my eyes and clutches my hands which makes me feel amazing. It certainly helps me forget about how heavy he is becoming in my arms. Not to mention long. He spills over the sides and I rarely lay him in the crib without hooking his feet on the rails.
I am thankful that P is starting to enjoy exploring new territory. Though car rides still aren't enjoyable he has moments where he seems relaxed and content. When we go somewhere new he has a look of excitement on his face.
I am thankful P is his own little man. He isn't a fan of some of those typical baby things. He doesn't like drinking from a bottle. He zips his lips shut when a soother comes anywhere near his mouth as he prefers sucking on his own hands. He also isn't a huge fan of walks in the stroller. This is the only one that bothers me a little. I'd love to have the chance to take him for walks so he could enjoy the sunshine and nature around him. This would also help me fulfil my need to get a little activity in during the day! I have a feeling with time and persistence he will come around.
I am thankful for Sean as he is a wonderful daddy who is completely invested in this new role. He is eager to change any dirty diapers, seeks time to bond with his little boy, and is always looking for ways to help out. He definitely puts his family first and shows this through his words and actions.
I am thankful for my family. My parents are the first ones to help out with whatever is needed. During the days when I couldn't get P to stop crying my mom was the first one at the door to lend a hand. She continues to help out by watching P so I can get out and help with soccer. My dad's love for P can be summed up by reading the text he send me last sunday: "Is the little kneeper sleeping would like to come down and hold him." When I didn't respond my mom said he continued to tell her that he was coming to see him and hold him and didn't care if he cried. I love that about my dad!
I am thankful that P has such a cute older cousin to look up to and play with (when he gets a little older). Watching C interact with the little guy is precious. She rubs his back to try and sooth him, is eager to hold his bottle, and shares that innocent smile with him. Can't wait to see how things evolve as they grow up!
We are going to enjoy today as a family. We have been blessed with each other and this is time to cherish.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Music
Our house used to be quiet in the evenings. You could hear the sound of the television in the background and some quiet chatter between the two of us. Things have changed...we are now spoiled with these sounds....
Saturday, September 24, 2011
2 Months!
I can't believe it. Our little boy is already two months old. When I look through pictures and videos I can help but be astounded at how quick one changes, grows, and learns new things. It is truly remarkable. The little boy who a few short weeks ago depended on his mom and dad for absolutely everything is already becoming more independent. He has learned that his hands and toes are a great source of entertainment. He will lay in his crib silently after waking enjoying the taste of his tiny, perfect fingers. He has discovered how to punch toys, get them to move and make sounds. He has figured out how to jump and rarely sits still in your lap. He has found great joy in watching the Tigger song again and again. He is beginning to realize sleep actually makes him feel better and generally falls asleep quickly without much of a struggle. He still doesn't like to waste too much of his day sleeping - just relies on those little catnaps to get him through. Peyton has a new noise to share with us everyday and what is even more exciting is that he is starting to use that cute voice in places other than his change table. He makes my heart overflow every day with his abundant smiles. One day I hope he shares that most beautiful smile with the world...but for now I feel kinda special that he saves his biggest, most heart-melting smiles for his mom and dad at home.
He had his first needles earlier this week. We heard lots of stories of the first needles being the easiest. I am hoping that is not the case. It was stressful for the little guy and he used that powerful scream that we hadn't heard in such a long time. He was definitely aware of what was happening to him and it took a while to calm him. After a little nap, however, he woke with a smile and made me feel that much better!
Peyton is growing and flourishing. Less than a year ago Peyton was no larger than one cell, in a short 9 months he was a fully developed functioning human and in the last two months he has gained 6 pounds and grown 3 inches. In my eyes that is unbelievable. Babies are miracles I will never fully comprehend.
I am coaching soccer at the school. This gets me out of the house for about an hour and a half a few days a week. Leaving Peyton for that short time has been a challenge. Today marks a new milestone for me. I am leaving Peyton for the day for the first time. Some tears have already been shed. Not sure I can do it...but it is important that Peyton gets quality bonding time with his dad...and his dad needs that time with his little boy. Being a mom who gets to stay at home every day with her little guy is truly a blessing. Time to share that blessing with the man who deserves it equally as much!
On the positive side - this girl gets to spend some quality time with her own mom!
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
The first day of school...
And I'm at home! It feels awfully strange not experiencing the first day back this year...as that is all I have known for the past 22 years of my life. Every year it's been "back to school" in some form. I did ask Peyton if he was ready for school but he assured me he is content staying at home for a few more weeks...then we can start the math flashcards!
Peyton had his 6 week checkup yesterday (though he is 7 weeks old). I wasn't really too stressed about it as he has made huge strides the past few weeks in terms of being content. Unfortunately the drive set him off and there was no turning back. Those at the clinic got free admission to Peyton's concert. They were all treated to at least 20 minutes of screaming. It stressed me at the time but afterwards I decided I can view the experience 2 ways. I can dwell, stress, and worry about how annoyed those around him must have been OR I can be thankful that he has a voice to share and that we walked out of the office with confirmation from the doctor that we have a strong, healthy and growing little boy. I choose the latter.
Though are outings still provide plenty of challenges, life at home is great. The little guy continues to surprise use every day with all that he has learned. As of late his favorite toy is a blanket. We cover him up and he kicks it off. He also likes his new kicker. While it provides a good leg workout it also seems to aide in digestion. He spends long stretches in his crib watching the mobile, looking around, and singing to himself.
I am sure next week I'll be sitting here thinking about how many more things changed in just a weeks time. The joys!!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I'm starting to get it...
Amazingly Peyton has been resting long enough to give me a computer break. I've started to figure out some patterns and routines, but he is still a tricky little guy to put down. Yesterday I put him down on the bathroom floor as it's the only room dark enough to keep him from eyeballing everything. Poor guy!
The past week I have actually started to understand why it is people have more than 1 kid. It's pretty amazing. Peyton has changed so much in the past 6 weeks and things are now becoming more rewarding. Granted we still can't travel by car or stroller, we are learning to love life inside these walls. We are greeted with smiles every morning, after being able to sleep for 6 or 7 hours in a stretch. Now Peyton is playing with his voice and beginning to realize he is capable to making sounds other than a cry. He opens his mouth with a huge smile and it looks like he wants to laugh, but hasn't quite figured that one out yet. He continues to love love love the bath. Daddy holds him with one hand under the head and he floats and kicks off the side. He is also starting to produce tears. It makes mom fall for the sad cry he makes even harder. A few weeks ago I just wanted to pass him off when he started his crying bouts, but now I want to be the one cuddling and soothing him. Peyton is an active baby. He loves to use his legs and it seems like he is continually figuring out how he can get places. Even after he falls asleep he continues to wiggle and kick. I now understand why my belly moved the way it did when pregnant. Peyton's focus is sharp. He has no problems following me across the room. Even when I'm rocking or bouncing him, his gaze remains locked on that one object of interest. I love my days with Peyton though I do feel somewhat isolated. That will get even worse when the regular visits from my mom come to an end as she heads back to school next week. I'll just keep hoping that one day the car will become tolerable, and the stroller ride a treat. Until then I'll just enjoy and embrace the cuddles, coos, and cuteness.
Monday, August 22, 2011
My Whole World
"Can I really do this?"
Not a day goes by where that thought doesn't cross my mind at least a few times. In the middle of a meltdown or when I think my back can't possibly take one more bouncy step. Fortunately, those moments are quickly forgotten as we are often caught up in the joys of learning what Peyton has to offer each minute of each day.
Peyton, while I can't remember the last time I questioned myself to this degree I also can't remember I time I've laughed hard as often as I do now. When you decide to pee on mom, dad, the blinds, or the wall, we can't help but giggle. When your projectile poop coats the wall 3 feet away it brings a smile to my face (after I've cleaned up). Hearing your "coos" as you lay on the change table melts my heart. Witnessing a 2 minutes smile session this morning let me know the day was going to be just fine (30 seconds later it turned to a cry but that didn't even matter!). I love watching you work so hard to bring your little hands to your mouth so you have something to suck on. Your coordination isn't quite there, but your desire to try is! I love your angelic look just before you fall asleep. For that brief moment all the energy it took to get us to that point is quickly forgotten. Though I sometimes complain about being "cooped up" with you, when I leave I can't wait to get back. I love you buddy!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
1 month...and how time flies
Peyton joined us a month ago. Hard to believe how much the little guy has grown. He has put on a pound a week and according to our scale now is weighing in at just over 12 pounds. Big guy! This past week I have noticed lots of changes. It sounds like he is starting to make noise other than crying. Up until now he eats (usually quietly), sleeps (not so quietly), and cries (loudly!). It has seemed when he was awake he spent his time crying. The last week, though, he has started to have more, and longer, quiet alert times. He is definitely curious about the world around him as it is hard for him to ever shut his eyes and go to sleep. He does sleep well at night though. The last two nights though he has only woken up between 2-3 and then has been good till the morning. I definitely appreciate the nighttime as during the day getting him to rest is an uphill battle. Yesterday I saw some glimpses of a smile while awake, and today I got a full blown smile. It was the same smile that we usually only see during his sleepy time twitches. Made my heart melt.
Peyton is a noise baby. He has taken a liking to the vacuum cleaner. It is one of the best tools to quiet his sometimes piercing scream. I just tried the blowdryer out, and that to seems to be working some magic.
What Peyton doesn't like is car rides. Even a trip to see Grandma and Grandpa at the farm is a scream fest. We will keep practicing and hopefully it will get better soon because I am getting a little bit tired to being in the house every single day. Along with that, hopefully walks become a little more enjoyable in the near future. I'd love to get outside more, but at the moment that doesn't seem to be on the list of options.
I think Peyton is a sensitive baby. He's like me that way. He is wide eyed, alert, and very aware of his surroundings. He does seem bothered by a change of scenery, and doesn't seem to care for tons of people. Dad doesn't like it when I say this, but I think it's true!!
Saturday, August 6, 2011
All about Peyton
I put a little photo slideshow of Peyton up on our shutterfly site. Feel free to check it out!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
2 Weeks New
There have been ups and downs the past few weeks. This whole parenting thing is a minute by minute challenge, but an amazing and enjoyable one. We are starting to get to know our little Peyton a little better each day. He seems like he has changed so much in such a short time. He has definitely put on weight. It took him all of 6 days to regain and surpass his birth weight. I wouldn't be surprised if he was over 10 pounds by the end of this week. It's good to know he has a healthy appetite. Mom is learning how to deal with your frequent feedings. Soon we will have it all sorted out.
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Peyton, here are some ways you are like your mom:
- You love to take baths. I think if you could you would like to sleep in the bathtub.
- You fight the urge to sleep. Taking a nap, especially in the afternoon, is a hard thing for you to do. You like to cry and cry in order to keep yourself awake. Hopefully this changes sometime soon.
- You don't seem to like a lot of people around you. You are definitely not one of those babies who can be passed from person to person and be perfectly content. At least not yet.
Peyton, here are some ways you are like your dad:
- When you sneeze they come in multiples of at least three. You sneeze a lot!
- You love to eat and you eat quickly.
- You like to run your hands through your hair. Daddy does the same except his head is bald.
On Sunday we had newborn pictures taken. Peyton was wide eyed and alert, as was expected. About half way through he had a meltdown, but eventually he calmed down enough to fall asleep. The session ended with a few sleepy pictures. You are a beautiful baby and we love each and every picture!
P
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Hello World
It's fascinating how life can change in the matter of a few seconds. Peyton Rhett joined us on July 19th at 2:45 in the morning. 8 pounds, 13 ounces and 21.5 inches long we have been blessed with a healthy baby.
Peyton is now 100 hours old. I was in love with him before I ever saw him and this love only grew the first time I got to hold him in my arms. Peyton, I love the many faces you make when you are wide awake and sound asleep. It makes me wonder what you are thinking. I love the way you get startled at loud noises. It tells me that you have been blessed with the ability to hear the world around you. I love the way you lock your eyes on mine and focus for those few precious moments making me feel like you know I'm your mommy. I love the way that your little fingers tightly clasp mine. It is as if you are saying, "keep me safe." I love watching you in your dad's arms. Those are my two men who I'd be lost without!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
So school has been over for about a week. All things considered the week has passed rather quickly. Hopefully the next week (or two, or three) do much the same. I am getting bored, but that's not a huge surprise. It doesn't take long for me to begin to feel isolated during the summer months. The difference is this year I can't start getting ready for school in September so I'm left feeling a little more lost. Soon I'll have constant companionship, and Sean will be with us for a week or so as well.
While a large part of me can't wait to meet bean, there is another part of me that can't believe this is actually so close to happening. That's the same part of me that is okay if bean waits a little while to make the grand entry into this world.
I had to go for an ultrasound this morning. I am left wondering how accurate their weight predictions are. I was told that as of today "little" bean was 8 pounds 2 ounces. Big...healthy...baby. That explains why I'm starting to feel appendages protrude from all sides of my belly. Maybe waiting another 3 weeks isn't such a good idea!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
One Year
Today we celebrate our one year anniversary. What a remarkably fast year it has been. A year of firsts.
These mysterious cards have been popping up randomly throughout the week. What a sweet hubby. I can't read them in front of an audience cause they keep making me tear up.
A few of the cards I've found around the house.
Lots has changed in the course of one year. Last year I was a lot quicker and a little more agile. This year it takes me a little longer to get from point a to point b. Last year at this time I was packing my bag for Europe, this year I am packing my bag for the hospital. Last year I was wondering what would keep me occupied all summer. This year I am hoping I have the strength and power to get through the transition we are about to experience.
While lots has changed, there are those few steady elements that have remained strong. Those elements I rely on to get through the challenges and struggles each day can bring. The one alongside me the whole way has been Sean. Through 12 months of marriage we have learned a little, laughed a lot, and accomplished more than we thought imaginable.
Here are 12 realizations I have made during the 12 months.
- Talking to Sean is the part of the day I cherish most. I can't wait till he is home from work so we have our time together.
- I have a husband who would do absolutely anything to ensure I am well taken care of. What an awesome feeling.
- Now that there is an "us" I spend less time worrying about those little things that used to consume a large part of every day.
- I so appreciate the initiative he takes to keep things clean. Big change from the guy who used to live with Cory.
- Sean is awesome at taking an interest in the things that make me tick. I have some work to catch up in this area.
- I can't sleep well unless Sean is beside me.
- He makes me smile and laugh each and every day.
- When I'm mad, I can't stay mad long because I don't want to waste the time I've been given with him - we have definitely improved our ability to communicate.
- He loves my family and that means the world to me.
- He pushes me to try new things, encourages me to cross boundaries I would normally avoid.
- I love him more today than I did a year ago. I didn't think things could get any better -- but they most certainly have.
- Not only do I have a loving husband, but a man in my life who is going to make an amazing daddy!
I love him.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
32 weeks 4 days
Monday, May 30, 2011
Cheeks and Attitude
Every day we learn something new about baby. This past weekend we had our second session at babymoon. Bean wasn't quite as cooperative (or photogenic) as at our first visit. Baby definitely has a mind of it's own and is already letting that be known. This time it wasn't about the perfect pictures but rather the personality. Baby likes to hide. Each time I rolled onto my back, out came the arm to block the view. Baby also seems to be a sound sleeper (like Grandpa) as even some intense belly poking and prodding didn't seem to waken the sprout. At last we caught glimpse of a yawn, and little grin, as if to say, "I'll do whatever I want."
I love the cheeks, and love the attitude.
Next time we get a look, it will be the real deal.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Growing
The baby is definitely growing...the proof is in the size of my belly. Can't complain though - it really hasn't gotten in the way too much! Just 8 weeks to go (give or take)!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Lucky Me
It's been a while.
Things are going better than I could hope for. I am comfortable, energized, and anxious.We feel like we've turned the corner and are now in the home stretch. The doctor's visits are more frequent which is yet another reminder that the time is coming. I have realized that my mobility and coordination isn't what it once was but still find myself participating in PE whenever I can. Not sure what bean thinks about all the bumps when I attempt to run, but I haven't heard any complaints.
I feel like the people in my life are my biggest blessing. Looking back over the past two months I've really started to realize how much people do for me.
First, my dad. He has spent countless hours in our basement getting it ready to be lived in. Drywalling, painting, putting up the ceiling and cleaning it seems like he is always busy doing stuff for us. He doesn't complain, but rather shows up cheerfully even after putting in hours on the farm. He expects nothing in return and often turns away any small token of thanks that we do offer. He is involved, cares that things get done the way they should, and is constantly looking for ways to help out. Those are just some of the reasons he is an amazing dad and grandpa. I'm sure our little bean will always be looking for ways to hang out with Gramps!
Second, my mom. She had a milestone birthday lately and was deserving of more than she got. I could never repay her for all she's done and continues to do. The most precious gift we have is time together. She listens when I need to talk, dries my tears when I need to cry, and smiles when I need that reassurance. I truly believe that together we make each other better. She holds me accountable and builds my confidence. She is my source of advice and voice of reason. I love her dearly and appreciate and cherish the time we have together.
Finally, Sean. He gives me flutters. The other day as he walked across the school yard to bring me a lawn chair I couldn't help but smile at his presence. When he is close I feel safe. When he is away I miss him. His actions, words, and kindness make me feel beautiful. His excitement about our life together gets me through each day. Things with him keep getting more interesting and each day I am assured that I am with the man who was meant to be my husband. There is nobody who could make me happier. While I certainly am beyond thrilled to meet our baby, I am equally as excited to see Sean become a daddy. He will be amazing.
Things are going better than I could hope for. I am comfortable, energized, and anxious.We feel like we've turned the corner and are now in the home stretch. The doctor's visits are more frequent which is yet another reminder that the time is coming. I have realized that my mobility and coordination isn't what it once was but still find myself participating in PE whenever I can. Not sure what bean thinks about all the bumps when I attempt to run, but I haven't heard any complaints.
I feel like the people in my life are my biggest blessing. Looking back over the past two months I've really started to realize how much people do for me.
First, my dad. He has spent countless hours in our basement getting it ready to be lived in. Drywalling, painting, putting up the ceiling and cleaning it seems like he is always busy doing stuff for us. He doesn't complain, but rather shows up cheerfully even after putting in hours on the farm. He expects nothing in return and often turns away any small token of thanks that we do offer. He is involved, cares that things get done the way they should, and is constantly looking for ways to help out. Those are just some of the reasons he is an amazing dad and grandpa. I'm sure our little bean will always be looking for ways to hang out with Gramps!
Second, my mom. She had a milestone birthday lately and was deserving of more than she got. I could never repay her for all she's done and continues to do. The most precious gift we have is time together. She listens when I need to talk, dries my tears when I need to cry, and smiles when I need that reassurance. I truly believe that together we make each other better. She holds me accountable and builds my confidence. She is my source of advice and voice of reason. I love her dearly and appreciate and cherish the time we have together.
Finally, Sean. He gives me flutters. The other day as he walked across the school yard to bring me a lawn chair I couldn't help but smile at his presence. When he is close I feel safe. When he is away I miss him. His actions, words, and kindness make me feel beautiful. His excitement about our life together gets me through each day. Things with him keep getting more interesting and each day I am assured that I am with the man who was meant to be my husband. There is nobody who could make me happier. While I certainly am beyond thrilled to meet our baby, I am equally as excited to see Sean become a daddy. He will be amazing.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Smile...and the world smiles back
We've been blessed with yet another glimpse of our precious miracle. Flutters filled my stomach all day in anticipation of the baby encounter we were about to have. Each family we saw leave the room at Babymoon did so with a twinkle of joy in their eye. Our experience was no different. We were awe-struck the entire time, our eyes glued to the monitor anxiously waiting for the next movement. The baby must be ours as it was a little shy for the first half of our session. Burrowing it's little head into the placenta, covering it's face with those tiny fingers, and looking the opposite direction as if to say, "get away from me." With time little bean came around. We got to see a yawn, what looked like a scream, and most satisfying of all a HUGE smile. I can feel it, have seen it, but still can't quite believe this little life is growing inside of me. Tears were shed (by daddy too) and we left feeling a little closer to the little sprout. We are anxiously anticipating the arrival. 
* yawn* A little tired after walking around day 
A big smile for mom and dad! Can't wait to meet you!
Bean is thinking hard...probably about math (mommy hopes so anyway!)
Little bean slowly getting used to the cameras.
* yawn* A little tired after walking around day A big smile for mom and dad! Can't wait to meet you! I put all of our pictures up on our shutterfly site. Though they aren't all as complete and clear as these, each gives us a little glimpse as to what's going on inside!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Hello Precious
What a spectacular day. We got a glimpse of our baby! I was a little nervous through the process. Here I was on a bed with nowhere to look but the ceiling. Every now and then I'd glance over at the technician but her face said "strictly business." The room was silent with the occasional beep of the machine. I started to fear something was wrong. I'm sure the over extended bladder didn't help. When all was done, and Sean could join me, we were given a sneak peak of the miracle that fills my belly. We saw two legs, two arms, a pumping heart with four chambers, an active stomach, a developed spine, and a distinct mouth. Things are looking good. They report a size of about 1 pound 3 ounces, which was larger than I expected. Must take after dad! 
The past few weeks have been awesome. I've been feeling great, have some extra energy, and have been feeling the baby's workouts. Feeling the movements is kind of like my little secret. Nobody else can tell. Special. Last week Saturday was the first time Sean was able to feel the little one. His response was a high pitched girlish scream. He's starting to get more used to the feeling, but his reaction never ceases to amaze me.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Baby Journey
Thought this was as good a time as any to post a few pictures. Things are looking up as I am now beginning to enjoy food once again. I have never been one to bring food with me to school to snack on during my breaks, but that has become common practice the past few weeks. An appetite is good and I'm happy to have it back. With the ability to eat returns the energy that I seemed to have lost. I'm sure my class is happy for that. I was a dead beat for a couple of months, neglecting the very things that excited me so much at the start of the year. I'm glad to say we are back on track and moving forward.
We were blessed this past week to have had some quality time with Callie. After a sleepover Saturday and evening visits Monday and Tuesday we became quite attached. She was full of giggles, smiles, and cuddles. Couldn't ask for a better baby. It's fun watching Sean take on that fatherly role. He is confident, caring, and ready for one of his own! Probably more so than me. At least there is one of us to take the lead!
Hearing the heartbeat at the doctor always leaves me wanting to hear more. I found a fetal doppler on ebay and just had to have it. I love it when we take some bonding time in the evening to hear our baby. Here's the sound of a miracle...
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Monday, November 7, 2011
Something New
I've been playing around with a new webpage and after a few days got it launched and working. It's what I'll be using for now as it just seems to better suit my needs at the moment. Please check it out.
The photo and video pages are username and password protected. I don't want to deter followers, but at the same time I like the feeling of having some control over who sees our little man in action. So, I have included an "email" page with a form that can be filled out if you wish to gain access to these sites. Please do!
The new site: www.nicholsoncubed.com
The photo and video pages are username and password protected. I don't want to deter followers, but at the same time I like the feeling of having some control over who sees our little man in action. So, I have included an "email" page with a form that can be filled out if you wish to gain access to these sites. Please do!
The new site: www.nicholsoncubed.com
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Wild Child
P has been practicing his jump stops lately. He will jump a few times and then keep his legs straight and come to a quick stop. I find it amusing to watch. He certainly isn't timid when it comes to bouncing. He goes full throttle like this whenever he is awake...you would think he would crash hard at night...
P already likes to play rough. Today in his crib he decided to arch his back and lift his little arms as high as he could reach in an attempt to pull down on the animals on his mobile. The next minute he was grabbing at the bumpers and a short while later was attacking the sound machine. It is hard to hold on to him because he just wants to go. He is bound and determined to get moving. I can't believe this kid is only 3 months. How quickly one learns! When he does get his wheels I will need to be on high alert.
He also loves to use his voice. When playing with his dad the house is seldom quiet. I'm sure he can't wait to yell with Grandpa in the entrance and listen to the echoes. Grandpa will be in his glory with the vocals on this little guy.
P already likes to play rough. Today in his crib he decided to arch his back and lift his little arms as high as he could reach in an attempt to pull down on the animals on his mobile. The next minute he was grabbing at the bumpers and a short while later was attacking the sound machine. It is hard to hold on to him because he just wants to go. He is bound and determined to get moving. I can't believe this kid is only 3 months. How quickly one learns! When he does get his wheels I will need to be on high alert.
He also loves to use his voice. When playing with his dad the house is seldom quiet. I'm sure he can't wait to yell with Grandpa in the entrance and listen to the echoes. Grandpa will be in his glory with the vocals on this little guy.
This weekend we are going on our first getaway with the family. A trip to Grand Forks is in the plans. I'm certain the ride will be somewhat of a nightmare, but remain optimistic that eventually he will fall asleep. This is our first trip outside a 50 km radius. It's probably a good thing we are taking along some support...Grandma wakes up at about the same time as P, so maybe we can have a few extra minutes of sleep. Callie will also be a source of entertainment for all of us. It will be awesome family time, and I can't think of a better way to spend my dad's birthday weekend.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
And in the morning...I'm makin' waffles!
He must think we are crazy! P experienced his first Halloween yesterday and I'm sure he's still trying to figure out why his parents decided to dress him as some crazy looking creature. What must be even more mind boggling is that his already wacky folks took on a whole new appearance. P's first Halloween was obviously more about fun for his parents. All three of us got suited up and made appearances at a few select locations. All things considered P did awesome and was a trooper. After a trip out to the farm he needed a little recharge, but then stayed tough for the final two destinations. Our little donkey was a treat to share...and the treats he gathered are being enjoyed by his mom and dad!
Things have been a little tiring around here as of late. P has developed a dislike for sleep. He has definitely regressed, which makes the nights a little longer. We had a stretch where he seemed accepting of the fact that he had to nap...that too has been lost. He physically fights and screams during those dreaded times. When he wakes up he's such a happy boy with huge smiles...hopefully one day he will realize that it is the sleep that makes him feel this good. We are all hanging in there, and although his energy level seems unaffected, his mom has moments where she struggles to keep up! I'm hoping it's just a phase that will pass shortly.
The little guy is going to be busy. You can see it in his eyes that he's often thinking about his next move and how he's going to accomplish it. He is using his hands to manipulate the world around him. He likes the things he sees his mom and dad using, such as our phones, the keyboard, the washer and dryer knobs and buttons, and food containers. These are always much more interesting than the toys that surround him.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
3 Month Photos
It's nice to have someone in the family who is awesome at taking pictures. Yesterday Vera came down to take a few 3 month shots of P. He was a well rested, happy, relaxed boy who went along with anything and everything. I love how each picture captures a different expression. He has so many looks about him.
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| Playful, Curious and Looking for Trouble! Time to hit the books big guy! |
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| Serious! |
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| Deep in Thought! |
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| Relaxed and Cuddling! |
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| Exploring! |
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Crazy Boy
P turns 3 months and gets a little bit crazy. I find it hard keeping up with him now, and he isn't yet able to move around on his own. I do love his energy. He spent the day rolling (he can make it from his back to his tummy on his own now), jumping, and doing whatever he could to avoid sleep. In fact I thought I had him sound asleep and down for a nap. 30 minutes later I check on him and he's wide awake, smiling, and kicking in the crib. He doesn't make a peep just gets to playing. What a funny kid.
Sometimes P gets angry when we go out, and today was one of those days. I'm pretty sure people must think he's a bitter little boy, when really he is generally happy and full of smiles and laughs. That's why it's important we catch moments like these on video. Proof for all those non-believers!!
P - I love it that you love being home with your mom and dad. You are awesome! Keep jumping big guy. (Maybe you'll tire yourself out!!)
Monday, October 17, 2011
3 Months
This week our little guy is three months. He continues to grow and change in what seems to be a blink of an eye. At the beginning he was keeping right on pace with his dad's size when he was a baby, but now P has taken the lead and developed quite a margin. I'm guessing this growing will slow down...eventually. I am happy he occasionally tolerates being rocked instead of bounced. It's a little easier on this mom's upper body. It also allows for me to better breathe in that addicting baby head smell. I love it.
Grunting is one of P's newest hobbies. He stiffens up his whole body and lets out a not so cute growl. It's his way of telling us he's bored. At least I think. I'm still trying to decipher his sounds, noises, and body language. When he's sleepy he lets out these guttural moans that sound just like his dad when he is sick. Sometimes he continues this for at least 20 minutes before letting himself drift off. He has also found a new love for his mobile. He will lay in his crib smiling at the animals that are swinging and spinning above him. He is especially drawn to the monkey. I love that he plays in his crib. He enjoys his own space, and I think this is important as we begin trying to get him to fall asleep on his own.
P continues to sleep well at night. Lately he's been falling asleep while eating between 7 and 8, and goes down without any further effort (except the nights his dad is gone for hockey...of course). He wakes up around 3 to eat, and then goes back into his crib without any fuss. He will wake up a couple of hours later, and it's often not to eat, but rather to cuddle in bed. This is where he sleeps till he is ready to begin the day. There is something special about those moments where the house is silent, and I can look down and see such a beautiful baby peacefully snuggled in beside me.
I think that daddy is going to get his wish in that his boy will enjoy wrestling with him in the basement. P is tough and strong. He loves using his legs and often tries to accomplish more than he should. Lately his focus has been to try to pull himself into a sitting position when he is reclined. He is working on those abs. He is also close to rolling over.
Alright - I wrote the first four paragraphs of this post before I took P for his teaching debut. He is the Seeds of Empathy baby at the daycare and today was his first day as the teacher. He did great and as a mother I will brag! The program is designed to teach kids empathy, and P gets to be the teacher at the daycare, West Park, and Parkside. He loved looking at all the little kids today and was a bit of a showoff! I layed him on his back so the kids could measure how many blocks tall he was...well he then decides to roll from his back to his side. It was awesome! So I guess what I said in the previous paragraph was true...I just didn't realize he would do it in the next hour! Way to go big guy! You made your mom proud...and I love that you are the cutest little teacher ever.
We didn't have a seat for Peyton around the house, so this is what I used last night!
Grunting is one of P's newest hobbies. He stiffens up his whole body and lets out a not so cute growl. It's his way of telling us he's bored. At least I think. I'm still trying to decipher his sounds, noises, and body language. When he's sleepy he lets out these guttural moans that sound just like his dad when he is sick. Sometimes he continues this for at least 20 minutes before letting himself drift off. He has also found a new love for his mobile. He will lay in his crib smiling at the animals that are swinging and spinning above him. He is especially drawn to the monkey. I love that he plays in his crib. He enjoys his own space, and I think this is important as we begin trying to get him to fall asleep on his own.
P continues to sleep well at night. Lately he's been falling asleep while eating between 7 and 8, and goes down without any further effort (except the nights his dad is gone for hockey...of course). He wakes up around 3 to eat, and then goes back into his crib without any fuss. He will wake up a couple of hours later, and it's often not to eat, but rather to cuddle in bed. This is where he sleeps till he is ready to begin the day. There is something special about those moments where the house is silent, and I can look down and see such a beautiful baby peacefully snuggled in beside me.
I think that daddy is going to get his wish in that his boy will enjoy wrestling with him in the basement. P is tough and strong. He loves using his legs and often tries to accomplish more than he should. Lately his focus has been to try to pull himself into a sitting position when he is reclined. He is working on those abs. He is also close to rolling over.
Alright - I wrote the first four paragraphs of this post before I took P for his teaching debut. He is the Seeds of Empathy baby at the daycare and today was his first day as the teacher. He did great and as a mother I will brag! The program is designed to teach kids empathy, and P gets to be the teacher at the daycare, West Park, and Parkside. He loved looking at all the little kids today and was a bit of a showoff! I layed him on his back so the kids could measure how many blocks tall he was...well he then decides to roll from his back to his side. It was awesome! So I guess what I said in the previous paragraph was true...I just didn't realize he would do it in the next hour! Way to go big guy! You made your mom proud...and I love that you are the cutest little teacher ever.
We didn't have a seat for Peyton around the house, so this is what I used last night!
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| P can't wait for movie nights and popcorn! |
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Thankful
I am thankful that it is a long weekend as it means Peyton and I get one more day with daddy. Someone extra to share our laughs and smiles with always makes the days more enjoyable. An extra set of hands to help out when things are difficult is appreciated. Since not all weekends are long weekends we have to make sure we take advantage of the few that we are given.
I am thankful for a healthy big boy who continues to grow and surprise us every day. I have those proud moments when Peyton accomplishes something that only I, as a mom, would find captivating. Yesterday I put on my necklace for the first time since our trip to the Dominican. On this necklace is a tiny pendant of my birthstone. Nothing big and flashy as that is not my style. In the evening P was sitting contently on my lap when he quickly took note of the necklace. He worked so hard to get his little hands and fingers in the perfect position to grab the pendant. Now I have noticed that he is prone to grab everything around, like the neck of my shirt or back of my arm, but more often than not this seems like coincidence. Yesterday the look on the little man's face, and the simple fact that he took note of something so tiny, made me overflow with happiness. I can only hope this determination and persistence continues to grow along with him.
I am thankful for all the time I get to spend with P. When I put him to sleep he often stares deep in my eyes and clutches my hands which makes me feel amazing. It certainly helps me forget about how heavy he is becoming in my arms. Not to mention long. He spills over the sides and I rarely lay him in the crib without hooking his feet on the rails.
I am thankful that P is starting to enjoy exploring new territory. Though car rides still aren't enjoyable he has moments where he seems relaxed and content. When we go somewhere new he has a look of excitement on his face.
I am thankful P is his own little man. He isn't a fan of some of those typical baby things. He doesn't like drinking from a bottle. He zips his lips shut when a soother comes anywhere near his mouth as he prefers sucking on his own hands. He also isn't a huge fan of walks in the stroller. This is the only one that bothers me a little. I'd love to have the chance to take him for walks so he could enjoy the sunshine and nature around him. This would also help me fulfil my need to get a little activity in during the day! I have a feeling with time and persistence he will come around.
I am thankful for Sean as he is a wonderful daddy who is completely invested in this new role. He is eager to change any dirty diapers, seeks time to bond with his little boy, and is always looking for ways to help out. He definitely puts his family first and shows this through his words and actions.
I am thankful for my family. My parents are the first ones to help out with whatever is needed. During the days when I couldn't get P to stop crying my mom was the first one at the door to lend a hand. She continues to help out by watching P so I can get out and help with soccer. My dad's love for P can be summed up by reading the text he send me last sunday: "Is the little kneeper sleeping would like to come down and hold him." When I didn't respond my mom said he continued to tell her that he was coming to see him and hold him and didn't care if he cried. I love that about my dad!
I am thankful that P has such a cute older cousin to look up to and play with (when he gets a little older). Watching C interact with the little guy is precious. She rubs his back to try and sooth him, is eager to hold his bottle, and shares that innocent smile with him. Can't wait to see how things evolve as they grow up!
We are going to enjoy today as a family. We have been blessed with each other and this is time to cherish.
I am thankful for a healthy big boy who continues to grow and surprise us every day. I have those proud moments when Peyton accomplishes something that only I, as a mom, would find captivating. Yesterday I put on my necklace for the first time since our trip to the Dominican. On this necklace is a tiny pendant of my birthstone. Nothing big and flashy as that is not my style. In the evening P was sitting contently on my lap when he quickly took note of the necklace. He worked so hard to get his little hands and fingers in the perfect position to grab the pendant. Now I have noticed that he is prone to grab everything around, like the neck of my shirt or back of my arm, but more often than not this seems like coincidence. Yesterday the look on the little man's face, and the simple fact that he took note of something so tiny, made me overflow with happiness. I can only hope this determination and persistence continues to grow along with him.
I am thankful for all the time I get to spend with P. When I put him to sleep he often stares deep in my eyes and clutches my hands which makes me feel amazing. It certainly helps me forget about how heavy he is becoming in my arms. Not to mention long. He spills over the sides and I rarely lay him in the crib without hooking his feet on the rails.
I am thankful that P is starting to enjoy exploring new territory. Though car rides still aren't enjoyable he has moments where he seems relaxed and content. When we go somewhere new he has a look of excitement on his face.
I am thankful P is his own little man. He isn't a fan of some of those typical baby things. He doesn't like drinking from a bottle. He zips his lips shut when a soother comes anywhere near his mouth as he prefers sucking on his own hands. He also isn't a huge fan of walks in the stroller. This is the only one that bothers me a little. I'd love to have the chance to take him for walks so he could enjoy the sunshine and nature around him. This would also help me fulfil my need to get a little activity in during the day! I have a feeling with time and persistence he will come around.
I am thankful for Sean as he is a wonderful daddy who is completely invested in this new role. He is eager to change any dirty diapers, seeks time to bond with his little boy, and is always looking for ways to help out. He definitely puts his family first and shows this through his words and actions.
I am thankful for my family. My parents are the first ones to help out with whatever is needed. During the days when I couldn't get P to stop crying my mom was the first one at the door to lend a hand. She continues to help out by watching P so I can get out and help with soccer. My dad's love for P can be summed up by reading the text he send me last sunday: "Is the little kneeper sleeping would like to come down and hold him." When I didn't respond my mom said he continued to tell her that he was coming to see him and hold him and didn't care if he cried. I love that about my dad!
I am thankful that P has such a cute older cousin to look up to and play with (when he gets a little older). Watching C interact with the little guy is precious. She rubs his back to try and sooth him, is eager to hold his bottle, and shares that innocent smile with him. Can't wait to see how things evolve as they grow up!
We are going to enjoy today as a family. We have been blessed with each other and this is time to cherish.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Music
Our house used to be quiet in the evenings. You could hear the sound of the television in the background and some quiet chatter between the two of us. Things have changed...we are now spoiled with these sounds....
Saturday, September 24, 2011
2 Months!
I can't believe it. Our little boy is already two months old. When I look through pictures and videos I can help but be astounded at how quick one changes, grows, and learns new things. It is truly remarkable. The little boy who a few short weeks ago depended on his mom and dad for absolutely everything is already becoming more independent. He has learned that his hands and toes are a great source of entertainment. He will lay in his crib silently after waking enjoying the taste of his tiny, perfect fingers. He has discovered how to punch toys, get them to move and make sounds. He has figured out how to jump and rarely sits still in your lap. He has found great joy in watching the Tigger song again and again. He is beginning to realize sleep actually makes him feel better and generally falls asleep quickly without much of a struggle. He still doesn't like to waste too much of his day sleeping - just relies on those little catnaps to get him through. Peyton has a new noise to share with us everyday and what is even more exciting is that he is starting to use that cute voice in places other than his change table. He makes my heart overflow every day with his abundant smiles. One day I hope he shares that most beautiful smile with the world...but for now I feel kinda special that he saves his biggest, most heart-melting smiles for his mom and dad at home.
He had his first needles earlier this week. We heard lots of stories of the first needles being the easiest. I am hoping that is not the case. It was stressful for the little guy and he used that powerful scream that we hadn't heard in such a long time. He was definitely aware of what was happening to him and it took a while to calm him. After a little nap, however, he woke with a smile and made me feel that much better!
Peyton is growing and flourishing. Less than a year ago Peyton was no larger than one cell, in a short 9 months he was a fully developed functioning human and in the last two months he has gained 6 pounds and grown 3 inches. In my eyes that is unbelievable. Babies are miracles I will never fully comprehend.
I am coaching soccer at the school. This gets me out of the house for about an hour and a half a few days a week. Leaving Peyton for that short time has been a challenge. Today marks a new milestone for me. I am leaving Peyton for the day for the first time. Some tears have already been shed. Not sure I can do it...but it is important that Peyton gets quality bonding time with his dad...and his dad needs that time with his little boy. Being a mom who gets to stay at home every day with her little guy is truly a blessing. Time to share that blessing with the man who deserves it equally as much!
On the positive side - this girl gets to spend some quality time with her own mom!
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
The first day of school...
And I'm at home! It feels awfully strange not experiencing the first day back this year...as that is all I have known for the past 22 years of my life. Every year it's been "back to school" in some form. I did ask Peyton if he was ready for school but he assured me he is content staying at home for a few more weeks...then we can start the math flashcards!
Peyton had his 6 week checkup yesterday (though he is 7 weeks old). I wasn't really too stressed about it as he has made huge strides the past few weeks in terms of being content. Unfortunately the drive set him off and there was no turning back. Those at the clinic got free admission to Peyton's concert. They were all treated to at least 20 minutes of screaming. It stressed me at the time but afterwards I decided I can view the experience 2 ways. I can dwell, stress, and worry about how annoyed those around him must have been OR I can be thankful that he has a voice to share and that we walked out of the office with confirmation from the doctor that we have a strong, healthy and growing little boy. I choose the latter.
Though are outings still provide plenty of challenges, life at home is great. The little guy continues to surprise use every day with all that he has learned. As of late his favorite toy is a blanket. We cover him up and he kicks it off. He also likes his new kicker. While it provides a good leg workout it also seems to aide in digestion. He spends long stretches in his crib watching the mobile, looking around, and singing to himself.
I am sure next week I'll be sitting here thinking about how many more things changed in just a weeks time. The joys!!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I'm starting to get it...
Amazingly Peyton has been resting long enough to give me a computer break. I've started to figure out some patterns and routines, but he is still a tricky little guy to put down. Yesterday I put him down on the bathroom floor as it's the only room dark enough to keep him from eyeballing everything. Poor guy!
The past week I have actually started to understand why it is people have more than 1 kid. It's pretty amazing. Peyton has changed so much in the past 6 weeks and things are now becoming more rewarding. Granted we still can't travel by car or stroller, we are learning to love life inside these walls. We are greeted with smiles every morning, after being able to sleep for 6 or 7 hours in a stretch. Now Peyton is playing with his voice and beginning to realize he is capable to making sounds other than a cry. He opens his mouth with a huge smile and it looks like he wants to laugh, but hasn't quite figured that one out yet. He continues to love love love the bath. Daddy holds him with one hand under the head and he floats and kicks off the side. He is also starting to produce tears. It makes mom fall for the sad cry he makes even harder. A few weeks ago I just wanted to pass him off when he started his crying bouts, but now I want to be the one cuddling and soothing him. Peyton is an active baby. He loves to use his legs and it seems like he is continually figuring out how he can get places. Even after he falls asleep he continues to wiggle and kick. I now understand why my belly moved the way it did when pregnant. Peyton's focus is sharp. He has no problems following me across the room. Even when I'm rocking or bouncing him, his gaze remains locked on that one object of interest. I love my days with Peyton though I do feel somewhat isolated. That will get even worse when the regular visits from my mom come to an end as she heads back to school next week. I'll just keep hoping that one day the car will become tolerable, and the stroller ride a treat. Until then I'll just enjoy and embrace the cuddles, coos, and cuteness.
Monday, August 22, 2011
My Whole World
"Can I really do this?"
Not a day goes by where that thought doesn't cross my mind at least a few times. In the middle of a meltdown or when I think my back can't possibly take one more bouncy step. Fortunately, those moments are quickly forgotten as we are often caught up in the joys of learning what Peyton has to offer each minute of each day.
Peyton, while I can't remember the last time I questioned myself to this degree I also can't remember I time I've laughed hard as often as I do now. When you decide to pee on mom, dad, the blinds, or the wall, we can't help but giggle. When your projectile poop coats the wall 3 feet away it brings a smile to my face (after I've cleaned up). Hearing your "coos" as you lay on the change table melts my heart. Witnessing a 2 minutes smile session this morning let me know the day was going to be just fine (30 seconds later it turned to a cry but that didn't even matter!). I love watching you work so hard to bring your little hands to your mouth so you have something to suck on. Your coordination isn't quite there, but your desire to try is! I love your angelic look just before you fall asleep. For that brief moment all the energy it took to get us to that point is quickly forgotten. Though I sometimes complain about being "cooped up" with you, when I leave I can't wait to get back. I love you buddy!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
1 month...and how time flies
Peyton joined us a month ago. Hard to believe how much the little guy has grown. He has put on a pound a week and according to our scale now is weighing in at just over 12 pounds. Big guy! This past week I have noticed lots of changes. It sounds like he is starting to make noise other than crying. Up until now he eats (usually quietly), sleeps (not so quietly), and cries (loudly!). It has seemed when he was awake he spent his time crying. The last week, though, he has started to have more, and longer, quiet alert times. He is definitely curious about the world around him as it is hard for him to ever shut his eyes and go to sleep. He does sleep well at night though. The last two nights though he has only woken up between 2-3 and then has been good till the morning. I definitely appreciate the nighttime as during the day getting him to rest is an uphill battle. Yesterday I saw some glimpses of a smile while awake, and today I got a full blown smile. It was the same smile that we usually only see during his sleepy time twitches. Made my heart melt.
Peyton is a noise baby. He has taken a liking to the vacuum cleaner. It is one of the best tools to quiet his sometimes piercing scream. I just tried the blowdryer out, and that to seems to be working some magic.
What Peyton doesn't like is car rides. Even a trip to see Grandma and Grandpa at the farm is a scream fest. We will keep practicing and hopefully it will get better soon because I am getting a little bit tired to being in the house every single day. Along with that, hopefully walks become a little more enjoyable in the near future. I'd love to get outside more, but at the moment that doesn't seem to be on the list of options.
I think Peyton is a sensitive baby. He's like me that way. He is wide eyed, alert, and very aware of his surroundings. He does seem bothered by a change of scenery, and doesn't seem to care for tons of people. Dad doesn't like it when I say this, but I think it's true!!
Saturday, August 6, 2011
All about Peyton
I put a little photo slideshow of Peyton up on our shutterfly site. Feel free to check it out!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
2 Weeks New
There have been ups and downs the past few weeks. This whole parenting thing is a minute by minute challenge, but an amazing and enjoyable one. We are starting to get to know our little Peyton a little better each day. He seems like he has changed so much in such a short time. He has definitely put on weight. It took him all of 6 days to regain and surpass his birth weight. I wouldn't be surprised if he was over 10 pounds by the end of this week. It's good to know he has a healthy appetite. Mom is learning how to deal with your frequent feedings. Soon we will have it all sorted out.
P
Peyton, here are some ways you are like your mom:
- You love to take baths. I think if you could you would like to sleep in the bathtub.
- You fight the urge to sleep. Taking a nap, especially in the afternoon, is a hard thing for you to do. You like to cry and cry in order to keep yourself awake. Hopefully this changes sometime soon.
- You don't seem to like a lot of people around you. You are definitely not one of those babies who can be passed from person to person and be perfectly content. At least not yet.
Peyton, here are some ways you are like your dad:
- When you sneeze they come in multiples of at least three. You sneeze a lot!
- You love to eat and you eat quickly.
- You like to run your hands through your hair. Daddy does the same except his head is bald.
On Sunday we had newborn pictures taken. Peyton was wide eyed and alert, as was expected. About half way through he had a meltdown, but eventually he calmed down enough to fall asleep. The session ended with a few sleepy pictures. You are a beautiful baby and we love each and every picture!
P
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Hello World
It's fascinating how life can change in the matter of a few seconds. Peyton Rhett joined us on July 19th at 2:45 in the morning. 8 pounds, 13 ounces and 21.5 inches long we have been blessed with a healthy baby.
Peyton is now 100 hours old. I was in love with him before I ever saw him and this love only grew the first time I got to hold him in my arms. Peyton, I love the many faces you make when you are wide awake and sound asleep. It makes me wonder what you are thinking. I love the way you get startled at loud noises. It tells me that you have been blessed with the ability to hear the world around you. I love the way you lock your eyes on mine and focus for those few precious moments making me feel like you know I'm your mommy. I love the way that your little fingers tightly clasp mine. It is as if you are saying, "keep me safe." I love watching you in your dad's arms. Those are my two men who I'd be lost without!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
So school has been over for about a week. All things considered the week has passed rather quickly. Hopefully the next week (or two, or three) do much the same. I am getting bored, but that's not a huge surprise. It doesn't take long for me to begin to feel isolated during the summer months. The difference is this year I can't start getting ready for school in September so I'm left feeling a little more lost. Soon I'll have constant companionship, and Sean will be with us for a week or so as well.
While a large part of me can't wait to meet bean, there is another part of me that can't believe this is actually so close to happening. That's the same part of me that is okay if bean waits a little while to make the grand entry into this world.
I had to go for an ultrasound this morning. I am left wondering how accurate their weight predictions are. I was told that as of today "little" bean was 8 pounds 2 ounces. Big...healthy...baby. That explains why I'm starting to feel appendages protrude from all sides of my belly. Maybe waiting another 3 weeks isn't such a good idea!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
One Year
Today we celebrate our one year anniversary. What a remarkably fast year it has been. A year of firsts.
These mysterious cards have been popping up randomly throughout the week. What a sweet hubby. I can't read them in front of an audience cause they keep making me tear up.
A few of the cards I've found around the house.
Lots has changed in the course of one year. Last year I was a lot quicker and a little more agile. This year it takes me a little longer to get from point a to point b. Last year at this time I was packing my bag for Europe, this year I am packing my bag for the hospital. Last year I was wondering what would keep me occupied all summer. This year I am hoping I have the strength and power to get through the transition we are about to experience.
While lots has changed, there are those few steady elements that have remained strong. Those elements I rely on to get through the challenges and struggles each day can bring. The one alongside me the whole way has been Sean. Through 12 months of marriage we have learned a little, laughed a lot, and accomplished more than we thought imaginable.
Here are 12 realizations I have made during the 12 months.
- Talking to Sean is the part of the day I cherish most. I can't wait till he is home from work so we have our time together.
- I have a husband who would do absolutely anything to ensure I am well taken care of. What an awesome feeling.
- Now that there is an "us" I spend less time worrying about those little things that used to consume a large part of every day.
- I so appreciate the initiative he takes to keep things clean. Big change from the guy who used to live with Cory.
- Sean is awesome at taking an interest in the things that make me tick. I have some work to catch up in this area.
- I can't sleep well unless Sean is beside me.
- He makes me smile and laugh each and every day.
- When I'm mad, I can't stay mad long because I don't want to waste the time I've been given with him - we have definitely improved our ability to communicate.
- He loves my family and that means the world to me.
- He pushes me to try new things, encourages me to cross boundaries I would normally avoid.
- I love him more today than I did a year ago. I didn't think things could get any better -- but they most certainly have.
- Not only do I have a loving husband, but a man in my life who is going to make an amazing daddy!
I love him.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Cheeks and Attitude
Every day we learn something new about baby. This past weekend we had our second session at babymoon. Bean wasn't quite as cooperative (or photogenic) as at our first visit. Baby definitely has a mind of it's own and is already letting that be known. This time it wasn't about the perfect pictures but rather the personality. Baby likes to hide. Each time I rolled onto my back, out came the arm to block the view. Baby also seems to be a sound sleeper (like Grandpa) as even some intense belly poking and prodding didn't seem to waken the sprout. At last we caught glimpse of a yawn, and little grin, as if to say, "I'll do whatever I want."
I love the cheeks, and love the attitude.
Next time we get a look, it will be the real deal.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Growing
The baby is definitely growing...the proof is in the size of my belly. Can't complain though - it really hasn't gotten in the way too much! Just 8 weeks to go (give or take)!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Lucky Me
It's been a while.
Things are going better than I could hope for. I am comfortable, energized, and anxious.We feel like we've turned the corner and are now in the home stretch. The doctor's visits are more frequent which is yet another reminder that the time is coming. I have realized that my mobility and coordination isn't what it once was but still find myself participating in PE whenever I can. Not sure what bean thinks about all the bumps when I attempt to run, but I haven't heard any complaints.
I feel like the people in my life are my biggest blessing. Looking back over the past two months I've really started to realize how much people do for me.
First, my dad. He has spent countless hours in our basement getting it ready to be lived in. Drywalling, painting, putting up the ceiling and cleaning it seems like he is always busy doing stuff for us. He doesn't complain, but rather shows up cheerfully even after putting in hours on the farm. He expects nothing in return and often turns away any small token of thanks that we do offer. He is involved, cares that things get done the way they should, and is constantly looking for ways to help out. Those are just some of the reasons he is an amazing dad and grandpa. I'm sure our little bean will always be looking for ways to hang out with Gramps!
Second, my mom. She had a milestone birthday lately and was deserving of more than she got. I could never repay her for all she's done and continues to do. The most precious gift we have is time together. She listens when I need to talk, dries my tears when I need to cry, and smiles when I need that reassurance. I truly believe that together we make each other better. She holds me accountable and builds my confidence. She is my source of advice and voice of reason. I love her dearly and appreciate and cherish the time we have together.
Finally, Sean. He gives me flutters. The other day as he walked across the school yard to bring me a lawn chair I couldn't help but smile at his presence. When he is close I feel safe. When he is away I miss him. His actions, words, and kindness make me feel beautiful. His excitement about our life together gets me through each day. Things with him keep getting more interesting and each day I am assured that I am with the man who was meant to be my husband. There is nobody who could make me happier. While I certainly am beyond thrilled to meet our baby, I am equally as excited to see Sean become a daddy. He will be amazing.
Things are going better than I could hope for. I am comfortable, energized, and anxious.We feel like we've turned the corner and are now in the home stretch. The doctor's visits are more frequent which is yet another reminder that the time is coming. I have realized that my mobility and coordination isn't what it once was but still find myself participating in PE whenever I can. Not sure what bean thinks about all the bumps when I attempt to run, but I haven't heard any complaints.
I feel like the people in my life are my biggest blessing. Looking back over the past two months I've really started to realize how much people do for me.
First, my dad. He has spent countless hours in our basement getting it ready to be lived in. Drywalling, painting, putting up the ceiling and cleaning it seems like he is always busy doing stuff for us. He doesn't complain, but rather shows up cheerfully even after putting in hours on the farm. He expects nothing in return and often turns away any small token of thanks that we do offer. He is involved, cares that things get done the way they should, and is constantly looking for ways to help out. Those are just some of the reasons he is an amazing dad and grandpa. I'm sure our little bean will always be looking for ways to hang out with Gramps!
Second, my mom. She had a milestone birthday lately and was deserving of more than she got. I could never repay her for all she's done and continues to do. The most precious gift we have is time together. She listens when I need to talk, dries my tears when I need to cry, and smiles when I need that reassurance. I truly believe that together we make each other better. She holds me accountable and builds my confidence. She is my source of advice and voice of reason. I love her dearly and appreciate and cherish the time we have together.
Finally, Sean. He gives me flutters. The other day as he walked across the school yard to bring me a lawn chair I couldn't help but smile at his presence. When he is close I feel safe. When he is away I miss him. His actions, words, and kindness make me feel beautiful. His excitement about our life together gets me through each day. Things with him keep getting more interesting and each day I am assured that I am with the man who was meant to be my husband. There is nobody who could make me happier. While I certainly am beyond thrilled to meet our baby, I am equally as excited to see Sean become a daddy. He will be amazing.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Smile...and the world smiles back
We've been blessed with yet another glimpse of our precious miracle. Flutters filled my stomach all day in anticipation of the baby encounter we were about to have. Each family we saw leave the room at Babymoon did so with a twinkle of joy in their eye. Our experience was no different. We were awe-struck the entire time, our eyes glued to the monitor anxiously waiting for the next movement. The baby must be ours as it was a little shy for the first half of our session. Burrowing it's little head into the placenta, covering it's face with those tiny fingers, and looking the opposite direction as if to say, "get away from me." With time little bean came around. We got to see a yawn, what looked like a scream, and most satisfying of all a HUGE smile. I can feel it, have seen it, but still can't quite believe this little life is growing inside of me. Tears were shed (by daddy too) and we left feeling a little closer to the little sprout. We are anxiously anticipating the arrival.
* yawn* A little tired after walking around day A big smile for mom and dad! Can't wait to meet you!
Bean is thinking hard...probably about math (mommy hopes so anyway!)
Little bean slowly getting used to the cameras.
* yawn* A little tired after walking around day A big smile for mom and dad! Can't wait to meet you! I put all of our pictures up on our shutterfly site. Though they aren't all as complete and clear as these, each gives us a little glimpse as to what's going on inside!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Hello Precious
What a spectacular day. We got a glimpse of our baby! I was a little nervous through the process. Here I was on a bed with nowhere to look but the ceiling. Every now and then I'd glance over at the technician but her face said "strictly business." The room was silent with the occasional beep of the machine. I started to fear something was wrong. I'm sure the over extended bladder didn't help. When all was done, and Sean could join me, we were given a sneak peak of the miracle that fills my belly. We saw two legs, two arms, a pumping heart with four chambers, an active stomach, a developed spine, and a distinct mouth. Things are looking good. They report a size of about 1 pound 3 ounces, which was larger than I expected. Must take after dad!
The past few weeks have been awesome. I've been feeling great, have some extra energy, and have been feeling the baby's workouts. Feeling the movements is kind of like my little secret. Nobody else can tell. Special. Last week Saturday was the first time Sean was able to feel the little one. His response was a high pitched girlish scream. He's starting to get more used to the feeling, but his reaction never ceases to amaze me.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Baby Journey
Thought this was as good a time as any to post a few pictures. Things are looking up as I am now beginning to enjoy food once again. I have never been one to bring food with me to school to snack on during my breaks, but that has become common practice the past few weeks. An appetite is good and I'm happy to have it back. With the ability to eat returns the energy that I seemed to have lost. I'm sure my class is happy for that. I was a dead beat for a couple of months, neglecting the very things that excited me so much at the start of the year. I'm glad to say we are back on track and moving forward.
We were blessed this past week to have had some quality time with Callie. After a sleepover Saturday and evening visits Monday and Tuesday we became quite attached. She was full of giggles, smiles, and cuddles. Couldn't ask for a better baby. It's fun watching Sean take on that fatherly role. He is confident, caring, and ready for one of his own! Probably more so than me. At least there is one of us to take the lead!
Hearing the heartbeat at the doctor always leaves me wanting to hear more. I found a fetal doppler on ebay and just had to have it. I love it when we take some bonding time in the evening to hear our baby. Here's the sound of a miracle...
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