On the Go

I haven't bought kleenex since I was in University, and at that time I only made the purchase because the box was neat looking. I've had to use kleenex for the past two weeks. That's the first time in a long time. I got a cold that got the best of me. I guess it was bound to happen eventually. I haven't used a lot of kleenex, as my University box is still supplying me. But considering it hadn't been touched in a few years it is getting significantly more the past few days. Actually my nose really only runs when I'm marking. I guess leaning forward, looking down, wasn't the most ideal situation for the nose. And it being exam time there was a lot of marking to be done.

The marking is now done, however. Tuesday it's on to a new semester. I feel relieved this weekend. First time I've felt that way in a while. I usually have something playing out in my mind that I try to keep buried, but this weekend I don't think that there will be any thoughts to fight. It'll be a weekend to enjoy. Monday I can get ready for my new set of classes.

I have been living out of a bag for the past few weeks. That's really not my style at all. Everything of mine has a place, and this being on the go has meant that I've had to deal with the clutter that is created from continuously packing and unpacking. It's crazy how anxious it makes me feel. It's not that I would change being busy. I like being busy. It's a good workout hauling 4 bags up the stairs on a continuous basis as well. There are benefits.

Yesterday was a strange night. I couldn't rest. Here I'm supposed to be relieved, but I failed to relax. I thought I'd fall asleep early, sleep in, and just be fully recharged. I was wrong. I couldn't fall into a sound sleep, my mind was spinning through a thought a second, and I was up before 6:00. I don't mind being up early, but it always seems to happen when I have my mind set on a long sleep. I think it happens to most of us.

Hockey game tonight. I'm ready to watch. I watched on Tuesday and that was ridiculously boring. Not a good outcome either. Today will be better...hopefully. I am looking foward to the drive to Altona. I will grab some Starbucks on my way out, plug in the iPod and enjoy the ride. I heard it was suppossed to rain. It better hold off until I get where I am going.

"Weekends are a bit like rainbows; they look good from a distance but disappear when you get up close to them. "

~John Shirley

Half-way there

The school year is pretty much half over. I'm excited about that. I've been looking forward to the new semester for quite some time, and now it is only week away. There is something about a new start that is refreshing. It's not that I didn't like this last semester, but I get to teach more math next semester. I like math. Math is a friend of my brain. I looked through my university math notebook the other day. A large part of me wished I was back in school, sitting in math class. I'm disappointed that I don't remember all that stuff. I have to re-teach myself.

Life is good. Busy but good. I keep thinking of all these things that I want to do but am wondering how I'll find the time to fit them all in. When basketball is over there will be some extra time that I can use to my advantage! The prep should be less next semester since I have one less course to teach. Things are looking up.

February should be full of greatness. I need to plan a singing night, then there is the Brad Paisley concert, hockey, a trip to Killarney, and who knows what else.

I cooked soup last night. It was somewhat tasty. It's nice having the opportunity to bring something filling for lunch. I think it makes the day go faster. Cooking soup was one of those things on my list of things to do, so I guess that I am accomplishing things slowly. I currently have a craving for brownie batter, maybe that'll be the next job that I conquer.

It's almost 10, and I haven't really had much of an opportunity to turn of the brain. I'm gonna give that a go now, and hopefully get a restful night's sleep so that I can stay awake for the hockey game tomorrow night.

"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do."

Then began the song

At Long Last

Ah a moment to myself. Back to school has been busy. I miss holidays. These past two weeks have been hectic but enjoyable. It is such an adjustment after some time off. I think my body is used to things again, although I'm still finding it incredibly hard to keep my eyes open on the morning commute. I am just drained. I appreciate when the moments like these come. The moments where I can lay down and try to unwind. It feels good.

What I did miss about school was the kids. They make my days worthwhile. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be there.

Days like this leave me exhausted. There are things that are frustrating, which takes it's toll. Tomorrow is a new day and a new beginning. Not every day is a good day but there is something good in every day. I just have to remind myself.

This last weekend was wonderful. I have the best family ever. A cake from Grandma. Cory and Christine were gracious enough to have me over for some celebrating on Friday. It was a great time. The food was good and so was the jello. The jello was really good. Thanks Cory. Macy was even out. That girl is awesome. I love the times we can spend together.

Saturday I got spoiled with a wonderful Olive Garden supper from my parents. Then Sunday, treated to food once again, but this time it was the greatest crepe ever from Coras. I didn't need to eat for the rest of the day. I don't deserve any of that, and I'm not sure why I'm so lucky. It's those little things that make the days special. My family does so much for me. I wish I could do so much as begin to return the favor. I owe a big thanks to all those who made the weekend awesome.

I have pictures from Saturday and videos. I will post them, but right now I have no desire to get myself off the couch to get my camera. I'll save the entertainment for next time. Now I think it's time to sleep. I've been home for a grand total of 1.5 hours today...it is probably time to savor it.

A New Year

The New Year has arrived. I'm a little behind I guess. The trip to Minneapolis was great. The only downfall was the drive there. Driving 70 km/h from Fargo to Minneapolis on a sheet of ice isn't the most relaxing experience. But we made it! The hotel was fancy. I looked out of place, but it's good to pretend that you deserve luxury every now and then. There wasn't a lot of relaxing time...it was pretty much go, go go. That's how things usually are with me. I get my itinerary and follow through.

The hockey game was the highlight. I love watching hockey. NHL hockey is fantastic, and so are my Marleau and Thornton. It was unfortunate that my team ended up losing in overtime. It was a valliant effort, and honestly, San Jose really deserved to win.

So we cab to the Xcel Energy Center and then have the joys of trying to find a cab ride back. After cruising some tunnels on foot, and scouting out pay phones, we came across a willing driver who knew the way to the hotel. Most of the rest of the evening was spent at TGI Fridays. The only pictures that got taken were at the game. Boring to some, but I like them. Even saw a statue of Herb Brooks.

School tomorrow. The morning is going to come way to quickly. I am excited about seeing the kids again. I miss them. There are other things I'm not so excited about, but I'll deal and get through this transition like all the rest. A couple of weeks till the new semester.

I'm tired and no longer am making any sense. Tomorrow we have our first basketball game. We havent even really practiced but I guess we'll just take it as it comes. It'll be a long day. A long week actually. I should sleep.