December is Here

Sunday evenings are the hardest. It seems that the unwinding process has just begun yet its less than 12 hours till the Monday morning havoc begins. As I sit here I can't help but feel guilty because really I should be working on getting ready for the week - instead I'm under a blanket doing nothing that will better prepare me for tomorrow. I think part of the problem is that it is so close to the holiday season. The past few months have been busy and demanding; making me fight the constant urge to begin the holidays early.

On the other side - a little relaxation in solitude might benefit me more than stressing over the fine details of an elaborate lesson plan. At least this way I'll be mentally and emotionally equipped to deal with the many needs of the highschool population. Besides - I am ready for tomorrow...it's the rest of the week that I'm more worried about it. Keep on keepin' on.

The last few months - well they've revolved around school mostly. That's how I spend my time - almost all of it. Looking forward to Christmas and just a few days to really unwind completely. I don't have plans, but lately that's what makes me the most content. It's been hard to get excited for anything so hopefully that plays itself out. Certain things have taken a lot out of me and now it's just time to rebuild - and that will be done slowly - with time. No use in making myself do things that just do feel right. Right now, what's right is reflection and a lot of me time - with occasional breaks...of course. Because "Every day may not be good...but there is something good in every day."